1-st

hard decision

today was a hard day..i knew it would be
i had to take a decision...and it was more for me that for anyone else..
a had to choose in between friendship and professionalism.
i decided to go for professionalism
and once again it wasn't for anyone or anything it was only for me..
a told inga what will be my vote before i did it on the paper.. and she did the same thing
YES for retiring a full member status for a person that started to be an @ in the same day with me..
ironic isn't it??
i am MCP
someone failed to candidate because of a CV...
someone looses his rights after 2 years of work...

and we were recruited in the same day
and all these things are part of a single chain: we do our best for the organization, for values that we create and we believe in
still the mistakes are not done today but in the past
a wrong decision taken a year ago created a lot of dust today...
a wrong decision made in September destroyed the dreams of one of my friends...
i take the blame and once again not for anyone just for me and my values
the values i create and i believe in, values that make our society better

over and out

dezamagire totala:(or for whom the opportunities in @ are made?

one of my friends posted a status that was asking for whom the opportunities are made?
it made me wonder...
really for whom we are making the opportunities if there are no people willing to take them
this is the cruel reality around the world
i know a bunch of MCP's that are looking to complete their MC teams..and that is happening in a organization in which we are creating leaders, disappointing really
on one hand there are people, great people that won't have the chance to give their best in the upcoming year because they failed the election, on the other hand there are uncovered positions
so once again for whom do we create opportunities in @?
in is not a simple process of selection, it's a chance to develop yourself, a chance that is not taken....all around the globe
which is the reason? fear?, the feeling that it doesn't fit you?, the feeling that you are not prepared?, all bullshit
life is giving you the opportunity you just have to grab it and in the end you'll see where it will bring you
never thin about an opportunity as a potential failure
always connect it with success

dedicated to those that knew to take their chance

over and out

hate!

ce urasc eu??

zi de zi sa ma scol dimineata si sa-mi bag seringa sub piele..fara ea nu pot exista dar urasc asta!!

urasc maxi-taxiurile, sau cum le mai zic la noi rutiere, or si mai potrivit marshrutshi, pai le urasc pentru ca soferii cred ca ele sunt facute din cauciuc!

urasc cand oamenii nu-si duc pina la capt promisiunele

urasc praful

si frigul

si caldura excesiva

si studiile lipsite de sens

calatoriile cu autobuzul care dureaza mai mult de 22 de ore

urasc cand ma trezesc dimineata si nu am bani decat de rutiera iar toata ziua voi sta in oras si iarasi stomacul imi va sfisia mintile

urasc sa fiu subestimat or supraestimat

nu-mi place la tara, pur si simplu pentru ca nu-mi place...

urasc cand pica internetul in timpul unei convesatii importante

or nu-i transoport si e ora 0.00 si e timpul sa fii acasa petntru ca miine e o zi lunga si nu reusesti nimic pe naiba

urasc..

ei si ce??

cui ii pasa??

ce obtin prin ura?

nimic....

atunci nu mai urasc:)

over and out...

noapte buna

Life is...

life is just one fuckin' thing after another...

u get born, go to school, university, work, kids, u die..

generally I like the phrase: "a great life, like a great story is not measured in the amount of page it has, but in the amount of moments you remember from it"

I’m often thinking about the future, with a small bit of fear, what is in there what is expecting for me??
is it a life full of success
or the bottom of a bottle, with no friends or place to live

when you are small you are afraid of being forgotten by your mom in the shop, or that your sister will not come to pick you from the kinder garden in the evening,
or you think that the bad guy from the fairytale that your grandmother just finished reading is under your bed and you sleep all night covered with the blanket so that he cannot get you!
life is just one fuckin' thing after another...

in the high school all the boys wanna get laid...it's like a crazy tournament, who'll do it first?? well i wasn't doing that at 13-teen and i don't really regret..everithing must come at its time talking

about the length of life..
I was always afraid of death, because nobody could tell me what is there(basically nobody comes back) and the lack of knowledge is one of my fears...
but now that i have diabetes..people with diabetes rarely live more than 60 years...
it's not that I’m expecting for the death now to knock on my door it’s just that I live without thinking about that

sometimes to overcome your fears you must face them...as simple as that:)

over and out

36 hours...

8.10 in the morning, Saturday 5-th of december. I get out in a -14 degrees outside searching for the car:two bags and a lot of expectation. Hach-backs are cool but they are not made for 5 persons. It doesn't matter. After 140 km of trip we reach the wenue.

It's funny: from the moment i get in the room till the begining of my first training there are 2 minutes. Still no stress, i simply enjoy my 2-nd conference managemet on a TtT.

Acctualy the conference started yesterday but we managed to get here only today (we it's me and 3 other crazy facis from AIESEC Moldova: Yu, Artiom and Pavel, but there was another guy with us: our transport spnsor: Andrei Ciobanu-kinda buddy of the organisation, this guy isn't in @ but i think he's readdy for th e Leadershi Stage already:))

So it was 1 day of hard training, a TtT held totally for an EB(well fresh EB in a fresh LC but still). In the evening we got to see the place in where we'll sleep. It was BRILLIANT, the best room i ever got up till now in Moldova since I am in @. Shower, fridge, TV in rooms and all the stuff like that:)

2-nd day the simulations. I think all the simulations are the same, with similar mistakes for fresh trainers, with similar feedbacks from facis and the joy of being declared a trainer.

It was strage because in the same day we managed to make 2 other blitz trainings: TtI and a sales training. Actually it was more a discussion and sharing of XP but i think in the given conditions it was the best variant.

Being in the car on the back way home (a lot of snow my friends, 10 meters of row to be seen and that's it, a real "Silent Hill"-feeling) i went back to my TtT when i was a delegate. All the people that took it with me. Someone is in a MC abroad, others are in their national trainers teams, some in LCEB, or another side that went out of AIESEC, opened their business, and didn't ever applied the skills they got on that conference, but we all were there, and lived the same amazing XP. Hope sometime someone from that conference to have the same thoughts.

I'm also sure of the fact that AIESEC Moldova Trainers Team have a great future as I've seen new trainers in a conference and they were great!

8.10 in the evening. It's Sunday i get in the apartment, want to eat:)

the first conference in 2008 in Moldova is over( and I have a strange feeling that it was the 1-st conference in AIESEC globally in 2008)

over and out

stiam ca ai sa zici asta...

oamenii mor... inevitabil

cei care nu mor... nu sunt oameni

sunt oameni care pot citi gandurile altora...

sunt oameni care creeaza cupluri doar prin dorinta...

ai grja ce-ti doresti

deseori stiu ce-mi vei zice

or ce ti-au zis prietenii

si inevitabil toti ne zbatem

sub soare pentru un loc

tin minte la gradinita, la ora somnului

era o fata care iubea sa se dezbrace si sa danseze

hm..atunci am vazut pentru prima data ca fetele nu sunt ca baietii

era prima zi de gradinita

tot la gradinita am aflat ca mos craciun nu exista

educatoarea imbracata in costumul mosului era prea beata si am cunoscut-o dupa voce

nu i-am zis la nimeni

desi stiam ca e ea

stiu deseori ce ai sa-mi zici, or ce zici prietenilor tai

or ce vorbesc oamenii pe la spate, despre toti, despre ei, despre noi

despre mine...

da cui ii pasa?

suntem prea ocupati

cand m-am batut prima data-nu mi-a curs singe...

probabil de aia nu ma tem de greutati

as putea sa ma ma mut intr-o alta tara

unde e mai usor...

dar nu o voi face

ah da..stiam ca ai sa zici asta

ai grija ce-ti doresti

si felicitari andrei...

acum e 4*2

ramane inca un obiectiv...

over and out

noapte buna