m-am mutat

pentru că acei de la google sunt nerușinați și mi-ai blocat blogul pentru mai mult de o săptămână eu m-am mutat de aici

în 3-2-1 vei fi rederecționat spre blogul nou

duminică, 7 octombrie 2007

Oameni pe care i-am cunoscut in Spital: Epizodul 1"Urgenta"


36 de ore de terapie intensiva luasera sfirsit..am fost adus in salon, primul lucru pe care il facusem am cerut slapii de la Andrei ca sa merg la baie..ma saturasem de "ratushca"


Andrei....

era un tip de vreo 22 de ani fusese ranit in piept cu o surubelinita si a fost adus la urgenta..mda plimbari in sectoarele periculoase a orasului. Ii fusese scos din piept cca. 1l. de sange inchegat si acum se simtea ok..Avea asa o dorinta enorma de viata, il tot vizitau prietenii si ii aduceai diferite sucuri,fructe,carnaturi:)) ceea ce era deosebit de greu pentru mine odata ce eram pe dieta grea:.Mde... tin minte ca se temea numai de una: sa nu afle parintii sai ca a fost atacat, ei erau la tara si credeau ca feciorul lor sta cuminte in bancile universitatii si invata:). Apropo slapii tot nu a lui erau..ii imprumutase


Tipul cu Ulcerul....

era al doilea personaj cu care am vorbit in spitale...Asta murise, cel putin la el in suflet era o pata neagra, mare, care umplea toata camera atunci cand el intra in ea. Ana imi spusese ca se temea de el cand il vedea, avea si de ce, mancarea lui: o multime de borcanase pe care le tinea pe calorifer ca sa fie calde dar nu le manca. Din stomac ii atarna un tub cu o manusa de chirurg pe capat in care se scurgea permanent sucul gastric, mergea in fiecare zi la pansament ca sa o schimbe, in fiecae zi acumula cca. jumate de manusa de suc gastric, cei care veneau in vizita incercau sa-l imbarbateze dar el tot cu gandul la moarte ramanea, asa mi s-a parut cel putin, mi se parea...


Cam asa trecusera primele mele 3 zile de spital(daca nu numaram terapia unde permanent eram drogat ca sa nu simt durerea intai si apoi ca sa nu fiu prea galagios:)). 3 zile intre viata si moarte reprezentata de cei 2 vecini, foarte simbolica perioada pentru mine, nush sper sa fie bine amandoi acum.


va urma...

luni, 24 septembrie 2007

beware AIESEC!!or why young leaders sould take care









i was just thinking about myself and my colleagues from AIESEC






1 person with diabetes






5 with stomach problems






1 with kidney






1 with anemia


1 with liver




several with bones(don't ask me what exactly i didn't understand)






people with lung problems that can't be already treated






everything "achieved" while being in AIESEC...






strange price...






and someone dares to ask me why i decided to go out after this year?






good night






sâmbătă, 22 septembrie 2007

Maturitate..




Ma gandeam azi la maturitate si stuff...cand oare m-am maturizat?Sau m-am maturizat eu oare?Desi nu as vrea sa fie asa(cine nu vrea sa fie copil vesnic?)ar fi trebuit sa se fi intimplat..21 de ani e si timpul:)


Pai cand s-a intimplat chestia?


¤cand mi-au divortat parintii? de fapt nici nu stiam ce se intimpla...nu prea imi aduc aminte cum era cand traiam impreuna..de mic mai mult cu bunica apoi cu mama..ma distram in orice circumstatne:)


¤cand am mers la scoala?no...nu prea cred, caci am mai fugarit mingea pe coridoarele scolii(hm..directorul nu era foarte fericit dupa), am tras fete de cosite si so on chestii de copil:)


¤cand am intrat in echipa de polo pe apa si am devenit capitanul reprezentativei tarii de juniori(mama ce mai suna!!!!) nici atunci..imi fugaream colegii pe coridoare cand aia nu se schimbasera de-a binelea sau ma aventuram sa arunc cu bulgari de zapada in ei inainte de antrenament-lucru stric interzis de antrenor


¤cand am luat BAC-ul si am terminat liceul???hmmm daca decizia de a alege facultatea se ia in 2 zile inainte de a da documentele la universitate atunci eram matur..dar nu e asa..:)


¤cand am intrat in AIESEC...ba nu "it was my last chilhood playground"


¤cand mi s-a zis ca am diabet?? de fapt am primit stirea cu destula tarie dar..aveam o speranta copilareasca ca totul se va schimba spre bine, ca in poveste, sau ma voi trezi din cosmarul ala care ma chinuie si totul va fi OK, va fi cum a fost..


¤cand pentru prima data nu m-am incaierat intr-o bataie desi eram provocat, alegand CA UN OM MATUR sa ignor timpitul pusti care pe care il bantuiau 2 beri si dorinta de a face pipi...de fapt fusese o decizie de matur..deci..DEJA ERAM MATUR


pai cand s-a intimplat??






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o viata destoinica, la fel ca si o poveste buna, nu se masoara in lungimea ei, ci in numarul fapatelor savirsite

sâmbătă, 8 septembrie 2007

Q3 in Balti or it is raining in the north of Moldova



Balti meet me with a grey, hash Autumn rain... a lil bit later with my shoes all wet i got the secont surprise: public transport is more expensive from now on in Balti. Despite this shitty situation my mood was still great! Maybe because i was very pleased with the fact that i bought a hoodie and now it is protecting me from the rain, maybe it's the feeling that this city hides something that was created by my direct contribution anyways i was marching through the puddles to the university. When i arrived i had to wait for a couple o minutes for Ina: the LCP AIESEC Balti, she's a nice person...40 minutes of intensive coaching and we are heading to a pizza for a less formal chat and a bit of motivation for her. Well it's almost 4PM i have to take my bus to Chisinau, next week is the TTR and after that the second recruitment in Balti hope it will be OK

joi, 30 august 2007

Something right to do


did you ever have the feeling that you've done something right?
i had it today
i've created a new team
i think one of the best in @Md so far, we'll see but i have only positive expectations from them:)

miercuri, 29 august 2007

Pe vreme de ploaie


azi am vazut pentru prima data cum se pune asfalt pe ploaie...arata ciudat, si nu este nici o diferenta dintre asfaltul nou si cel vechi, culorile sunt ude, granitele sterse,trecutul si prezentul se dizolva

imaginea m-a impins la gindul ca pina la sfirsitul vacantei au mai ramas 2 zile si incepe facultatea, ultimul an..dupa care....ce urmeaza dupa ultimul an de facultate?

adio?
adio viata de student
adio AIESEC
adio nopti petrecute pe acoperis in cautarea autoidentificarii si a unui cadru frumos pentru camera foto

sa fac un master, sau sa ma angajez?sau sa plec, sa incerc o experienta intr-o alta tara?


vine toamna, ploile sunt din ce in ce mai dese, canicula nebuna a verii nu se mai intoarce, orasul se umple de tineret, care venit din State care de la tara, toti vin sa invete, sa munceasca si orasul devine mai greoi, mai plin de probleme, cu mai putin bronz si haine usuratice

orasul isi umple transportul, incepe sa se trezeasca cu 2 ore mai devreme in zilele lucratoare, isi cumpara umbrele

vine toamna...

a mai trecut o vara

duminică, 12 august 2007

TtT-before and after...

Before


I remember myself a year ago: a fresh trainer just from the TtT, i was feeling like the whole world spins around me, the feeling was great!!!I even was thinking that all my goals for this year were attained, a great feeling:-).I've meet a lot of new, interesting and a my girlfriend likes to say, colored people.In the same time i was wondering if someday it would be possible offer someone the same gift as it was offered for me?And so a dream appeared



During...

My main goal was to become a VPPD. I've missed this opportunity just because couldn't come to the elections.So i became a Trainers Team Coordinator.My dream was still there, but now it gained new features:the opportunity to promote my country for the whole world(well at least for 5 other countries) and so a DREAM became a GOAL.

I've contacted Irina the NTTC of Romania, and she liked the idea and offered me her support. And so the GOAL became a process..



After

I've passed the flame.And so I'm a conference manager, a TtT conference manger, an international conference manager, first Moldavian international conference.I feel like the whole world spins around me and i wonder if it is possible that this TtT would become an each year event.Maybe a new dream?


Thank YOU...

Irina for letting me be the happiest Conference Manager in the world
Oana for not going to the functional meeting in order to be at this TtT, and for being there for all of us
Inga for her strong desire to give everything she has for this conference
Tanea for her help and support as a president and faci


Artiom for being the person that i can trust 100%
Iulea for the ability to do all the important things without focusing all the attention on herself
Olga for being always enthusiastic about everything she does

My home group for being the best home group ever!

The delegates for the desire to learn and for your crazy-shiny-smart behaviour.Thank you for being active learners.
text © Nicolae Apostu